Maybe it’s long way to happy ending.

It was ending that settled and pleasant days recently.

When I opened my eyes yesterday, the shadows were filled with my life again.

Those lost feeling made a bad start and I asked why I always can't keep it off.

I understand life like we sail on the sea,no matter ups and downs I have to face and stop complaining.

But wind and rain brings disappointed , frustrated or alone. Maybe I just fear feeling no one can support me.

Sometimes I just desire someone to pat my shoulder and to say "hey, Brace up, here we are "or a hug let me feel I'm not alone anymore.

Sometimes I ask myself  how terrible I am, why do most one and more friends always look down me?

If my dream is not dream,or my exist is useless like garbage?

Can you back me up? I think I need to get strength to make me keep going.

Who do need to be identify with classmates friends or family?

The world has choices in various ways,I do and I can't regret no matter true or fault.

I tell me just to do it without any excuse.

The glorious weather was short. I just want to jog and take my mind a break.

What a fucking raining tonight as soon as I went out.